Trying to find a way out
Of this place that’s my so called home
Inside scream, yell and shout
Waiting for the day I hit my tombstone.
Sick and tired of running and hiding
From fears and breaking out into rage.
Life seems like nothing, rules aren’t worth abiding
by as time goes and I rattle the bars of my cage
Trapped in a world where no one bothers to care
Stares off into space, worthless nothing you make me feel
Thought the feeling was gone for good, but insides continue to tear
Feelings come back like a wave, life becomes oh so real
Reality hits and shocks my spine
Meaningless words corrupt my soul
People tell me everything will be just fine
Yet nothing like the drug can fill the hole
I don’t want to go back to that living hell
Yet addiction drags me back with every breath I take
Life, love, friendships…nothing is worth enough to sell
The pain hurts most; the mask of a smile is but an act of fake.